I hurt

Quitting smoking and drinking is tough.

Quitting love is tough.

Quitting my old self is tough.

Discovering who I am is exciting.

Knowing I have privileged opportunities is exciting.

Having such supportive family is amazing.

2018 will be my year. I will not waste yet another year of my life on worthless people. People who bring me down to make themselves feel better will be cut from my life.

I will fight for what I want from life this year, I will get my tattoo, I will work my arse off at this new job to completely better myself.

This year, my resolution is to be the best version of me.

I want to be in this photo

Apparently drowning in the most peaceful way to die.

I want to be in this photo. It looks calm, peaceful. I want to float in the middle of the calmness, and breathe.

It would be beautiful.